...to finally be different.
...to let myself breathe.
...to feel more hopeful.
...to realize that there is no way in hell I deserve to hurt the way I hurt myself.
...to start over.
And most of all, I am ready to kick self-harm in the ass and get it out of my life.
It's time to change, and I know it will be the hardest fight of my life.
But I'm ready.
I should have been ready for this moment seven years ago, but it doesn't matter now ... I'm ready.