....if you can't handle my worst, you ain't gettin' my best."
Things have been a little more balanced recently. I've been taking good care of myself (or at least trying to), so that's probably why. I actually went to bed around 9pm last night, and it was wonderful. I haven't gone to bed that early in...years. The best part is, after 9 1/2 hours of sleep, I managed to successfully wake up at 6:30 for the second day in a row and went to work....in a good mood. Not manic-ish, just....good. Even though I don't work a double shift tomorrow, I plan to do the same again tonight.
I know that sleep will continue to be a struggle for me, though. There will be times when I won't want to sleep for days, and other times when I'll want to do nothing but sleep for...days. But I'll keep working on it.
Exercise has been...good. I've been doing a lot of rollerblading, a bit of running, and I like to think my job counts as exercise too (who am I kidding? eight hours of walking definitely qualifies). I want to start swimming again soon, too, for sure.
As for now, however, I need to get back to studying. Will post again soon!
ps, song of the day - Marilyn Monroe - Nicki Minaj :)